Thirty years ago

I chucked everything

To be with Her.

Since that time

We lived for each other.

Helped each other.

Loved…

Each other.

All of my thought

All of my being

Was of Her

For Her.

Now

I am rudderless

Alone.

What am I now?

What will I be?

What will I do?

Well….

Something.

Today, I realized

I’m still focused on Her.

But She is in Heaven

Not here

In the world.

Purpose must be

Needs be

Redirected.

But to what?

And where?

One thing I know.

She no longer needs my help.

She’s with JESUS.

– r